A Jeffersonian Dinner
The age of the women at the table ranged from 25 to probably early 60's. Our host had introduced everyone already through email where we were able to read each others bios. We did a little meet and greet at the start and then sat down to talk. The first question was "when in your life did you feel that you had success"....then the conversation began to flow.
What is interesting is the themes among most of us. Nobody in the crowd defined success by money but by family, relationships, achieved goals, freedom to make decisions. I can't recall the many thoughts that took place but it certainly got me thinking about the definition for myself.
One thing to think about is that if you achieve success, then what comes next. In essence, the path of life is a series of successes as you evolve and grow older. It is funny what came to my head when I thought about when did I first think of myself as having success.
I was working for a guy and basically running the company with him operationally as well as running all of sales. He gave me a serious amount of rope which is probably why I found success there. He owned his own biz and I was his number 2. There was a day when a group of VP's from Dillards came to our showroom. These guys, yes guys in blue suits, were basically the number 2s in the company. I was giving them the pitch and I was definitely nervous. I was nervous because before being in the wholesale end of the schmata biz, I was at Macys where guys in blue suits were the hierarchy of the company. So I am pitching these Dillards men and the owner of the company comes up to me and whispers in my ear, you make more money than these guys. It totally gave me pause. There was something about that information that shifted my entire attitude, as I felt, hey, I am equal to you guys and that made me feel successful.
So, continuing down the road of success...certainly raising our children has been the most rewarding. Perhaps because my career has been a strange long ride not a straight shot up a ladder that I have found it hard to feel successful. There are fleeting moments where I think that was a nice successful moment but those moments never make me feel like I am successful. Crazy perhaps and more than likely because a big load of baggage I carry around but that is my own issue.
It was really an engaging conversation particularly hearing from other women who I consider all successful to hear how they feel about their own successes and the choices they have made. Would a group of men speak differently than a group of women...perhaps but perhaps not.
Do I feel successful when I bake a killer pie? Do I feel successful when I complete a project on time and on budget? Do I feel successful that I can juggle so many balls and get shit done? Do I feel successful when I see my kids do well and achieve their goals? Do I feel successful when something I planned is pulled off perfectly? Do I feel success getting a deal done?
I do feel small shots of success to all the questions above so my take away from that dinner is that success is constantly happening in our lives as we achieve the small things because it is important that we feel good about our own personal accomplishments as we grow and move forward down our own life path.
Really interesting evening.